Things were becoming desperate. I even tried to steal a hamburger for your present...

Me, being caught.

...but I was caught before I could even finish putting on the onions.

I had no money. I traveled from town to town, ragged and half-naked, working odd jobs. I ate whatever handouts I could get.

Me, starving.


I started smoking.

Me, smoking.


I started drinking.

Me, drinking.


I could feel myself becoming
mentally unstable.

Me, losing it.


One day I realized I couldn't go on like this. I had bottomed out. During this dark period of self-pity, I had somehow made my way to Europe. I walked down to the coast, stood on the rocky shore, and prepared to throw myself into the raging sea.

Me, contemplating suicide.

But as I stood there, staring into the frothy waves, something clicked inside of me.



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Last Edited: 30 Jan 2000
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